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I hate nice girls.
If they say so much as hello, it stays on my mind.
If they return my texts, my heart races.
The day one calls me, I know I’ll look at my call history and grin.

But I know that’s just them, being nice.
People who are nice to me, are also nice to everyone else.
I almost end up forgetting that.

If the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind.
That’s why kindness is a lie.

I gave up on always expecting it,
Always mistaking it,
And even hoping for it.

Someone who’s worked hard at being alone doesn’t fall for the same trick twice.

I’m a veteran at this.
I’m the best when it comes to losing.

That’s why I’ll always…
… hate nice girls.

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- Hachiman Hikigaya (via zerolr-rm)